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chapter #46 : new stuff

Dec 11, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)

lol. i bought bikini and snowman.
for the bikini they say i look like a pornstar
for the snowman they say i look like a mascot.
lmao. hahaha.
and finally, i gt pet. hahas.
so its a ghost. as u can see. ju on. weee ~~

ok, tmr is soleha's bday.
fahmi plan nak prank soleha.
at zrina's place. and i tell him, i can make it.
but then, around 8 sumthing,
suddenly my parent didnt let me go. so wtf.
seriously, bengang gilaaaa!
then i gt fight with ariff fr small matter.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!

im so sry cause x dapat datang. haiz.
i oso wanna join but haiz. stupid ah.
so today nth happen. just i slp very early.
i oso shock. haha. i slp around 1am. damn slpy.
and i really happy cause i have pet. hahas.
dude, im craving fr it so long! rawrr! haha

today i oso i no mood play audi.
idk y. maybe because dillon nt on9.
kinda bored without him.
see i want u to play audi with me!
dun play flyff! rawrr! LOL.
fam members oso little ppl on9. haiz.

so thats all peeps (:

Labels: games, lonely

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chapter #14 : it's over.

Nov 3, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

today, when i wake up
suddenly, i remember dis word, "ilyvm"
gosh. this is hard for me. really hard.
i try to be strong and try to face it.
but i cant. im so weak. i cannot forget all the memories. it just, hard.

yesterday, i told leya bout this.
thanks babe for being there for me.
she understand me. she know how i feel.
thank you for your advice, your support. i really appreciate it.
and thanks to wida too. for being a good listener.
i love you guys to death <333

"It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye."

the quote. it so true.
when i think bout it again,
only god knows how i feel.
it hurts me alot. im stress.
maybe i should try to face it slowly.
like what leya told me to do,
"try it slowly. you x boleh erase everything, poof! just like that"

i still cant believe.
everything juz nice. perfect.
and suddenly, .....

i admit that im happy when im with you
all the sweet time. i wont forget.

Labels: broken heart, disappointed, emo-ing, lonely

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chapter #13 : how i feel about you

Nov 1, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Loving you was easy,
losing you was hard.
Loving you is still easy,
but knowing you are no longer mine,
is the hardest of it all.

please, don't leave.

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chapter #5 : now, im in this condition

Oct 19, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)

All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying

And you
Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
'Cause I'm tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple "Hello"
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry

I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
And you,
You leave me so confused

Now I'm all cried out, over you.

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chapter #46 : new stuff Dec 11, 2008 \| comment \| 0 comment(s) lol. i bought bikini and snowman. for the bikini they say i look like a pornstar for the snowman they say i look like a mascot. lmao. hahaha. and finally, i gt pet. hahas. so its a ghost. as u can see. ju on. weee ~~ ok, tmr is soleha's bday. fahmi plan nak prank soleha. at zrina's place. and i tell him, i can make it. but then, around 8 sumthing, suddenly my parent didnt let me go. so wtf. seriously, bengang gilaaaa! then i gt fight with ariff fr small matter. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!! im so sry cause x dapat datang. haiz. i oso wanna join but haiz. stupid ah. so today nth happen. just i slp very early. i oso shock. haha. i slp around 1am. damn slpy. and i really happy cause i have pet. hahas. dude, im craving fr it so long! rawrr! haha today i oso i no mood play audi. idk y. maybe because dillon nt on9. kinda bored without him. see i want u to play audi with me! dun play flyff! rawrr! LOL. fam members oso little ppl on9. haiz. so thats all peeps (: Labels: games, lonely 5:32 PM \| back to top chapter #14 : it's over. Nov 3, 2008 \| comment \| 0 comment(s) I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you today, when i wake up suddenly, i remember dis word, "ilyvm" gosh. this is hard for me. really hard. i try to be strong and try to face it. but i cant. im so weak. i cannot forget all the memories. it just, hard. yesterday, i told leya bout this. thanks babe for being there for me. she understand me. she know how i feel. thank you for your advice, your support. i really appreciate it. and thanks to wida too. for being a good listener. i love you guys to death <333 "It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye." the quote. it so true. when i think bout it again, only god knows how i feel. it hurts me alot. im stress. maybe i should try to face it slowly. like what leya told me to do, "try it slowly. you x boleh erase everything, poof! just like that" i still cant believe. everything juz nice. perfect. and suddenly, ..... i admit that im happy when im with you all the sweet time. i wont forget. Labels: broken heart, disappointed, emo-ing, lonely 4:48 PM \| back to top chapter #13 : how i feel about you Nov 1, 2008 \| comment \| 0 comment(s) Loving you was easy, losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all. please, don't leave. Labels: lonely 2:11 AM \| back to top chapter #5 : now, im in this condition Oct 19, 2008 \| comment \| 0 comment(s) All alone on a Sunday morning Outside I see the rain is falling Inside I'm slowly dying But the rain will hide my crying And you Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow Set this place on fire 'Cause I'm tired of your lie All I needed was a simple "Hello" But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry I gave you my love in vain My body never knew such pleasure, My heart never knew such pain And you, You leave me so confused Now I'm all cried out, over you. Labels: lonely 9:18 AM \| back to top