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chapter #37 : i wanna tell u that
Nov 29, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
im kinda sad.
feel so lonely....
i wish u were here...
i already miss you, darling T.T
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chapter #36 : peekaboo!
Nov 28, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
1 MORE PAPER (:
nice number right?
i know. lol.
1 December 2008,
i will finish my SPM (:
today paper was okay, quite hard.
but still i can answer all the question (:
oh, before i reach home.
i met atiqah and she gave me weddin invitation card. lols.
is she gonna be marry? wth? haha.
no la. its her sister actually.
the weddin is on dis sunday at cheras.
im nt sure i will go or nt. no transport T.T
but i will try (:
me and wida had a tok about our plan afta spm
me and her will find a job.
1st month we gonna spend the time for holidays
and fr the next month, job hunting will start. haha
and guess what. dis morning, she told me she saw a ghost! wtf. hahaha
well, her story quite scary but i dunno. maybe her imagination only.
today i met ariff.
he came to my house. and we gt lil bit arguement here.
nvm. i used to it. we always gt fight. like cat dog. lol
i watch dat cartoon. LOL.
so yeah, he still emo-ing. but right nw im ok. lol.
already back to normal condition.
i dunno lar. haiz
today i gt no mood, cause i gt flu.
so i rly nt comfortable with myself.
i dunno why.
but im feeling like i wan to post about dis. haha.
cause its really a fun moment for me (:
fyi : im married to Dillon. LOL.
thank you to his friend, don.
for sponsor our weddin license. LOL.
and thanks to all fr comin on my weddin party (:
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chapter #35 : tagged 2
Nov 25, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
Tagged by Azrina Azlan;
1. What’s your ambition?
> im not sure. seriously. LOL
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
> girlfriends (:
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
> i think so?
5. How many babies you want?
> 4? 2 girls, 2 boys. lol
6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
> DKNY Be Delicious, baby!
7. What is your goal for this year?
> lose my weight (:
oh i already lose 5kg btw. hahas
8. Do you believe in the anti Christ?
9. What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u?
> the one that always be there for me (:
10.What feeling do you love most?
> when he hugs me from the back.
11. What is your bad habit?
> choosy. haha
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hates you?
> im the prettiest bitch u ever know (:
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
> yea? LOL
14. What does flying means to you?
> skip school. weee~
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
> go to the beach!
16. Who do you think is hotter, Chace Crawford or Kevin Peaker?
> Chace Crawford. damn! he's HOT!
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
> youre the coolest (:
18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
> playing games. lalala ~~
19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
> 27? hmm.. more pretty? LOL.
Labels: tag tag
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chapter #34 : tagged (:
Tagged by Azrina azlan;
Rules & Regulations:
*Do not copy answers
*The tag questions must be 100% the same
*Tag people after doing tag
*No tagging back
I tag :
How you know 1? [Ariff]
from myspce. lol
What would you do if you never meet 2? [Dee]
im gonna miss her T.T
What would u do if 3&4 dated you? [Soleha & Faiz]
lets go, baby! haha
Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? [Leya & Thyra]
good i think? LOL
Do you think 7 is attractive? [Wida]
She’s sweet (:
Do you know anything about 8’s family? [Fahmi]
err. i went to his house like twice?
Tell me something about 9 [Farhan]
What language does 2 speaks? [Dee]
malay & english
Who is 3 going out with? [Soleha]
her boyfriend (:
How old is 4? [Faiz]
20 years old
When was the last time u talked to 5? [Leya]
Who is 6's favorite singer? [Thyra ]
Would you date 7? [Wida]
sure. why not? shes my girlfriend (:
Is 8 single? [Fahmi]
sry. hes taken :P
What is 9 last name? [Farhan]
Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? [Ariff]
HES MINE BTW. haha
Labels: tag tag
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chapter #33 : soon, its gonna be over.
Nov 21, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
im addicted to this song. OMFG! lol.
yea. is miley cyrus. i listen to her song.
got problem with that? -.-
i really dont know what to do.
and i dont wanna go out cause i still got exam.
plus, i no cash rite now.
my dad giv me 10bucks only when i got exam.
if no exam, no money. that rly sucks.
damn. i feel like i live in the prison!
plan to go teluk batik, already confirm.
ariff gonna join us (:
3 days 2 night. thats gonna be fun, baby!
cant wait to go to the beach! hee :D
2 papers to go (:
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chapter #32 : capital B
IM BORED TO DEATH!
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chapter #31 : simple update
Nov 18, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
3 PAPERS TO GO (:
i dont know what to update. zz
ok, today i damn sleepy
cause yesterday i sleep at 4.30AM
study-ing, game-ing, call-ing.
ariff came by, and i dont bother him.
so sorry, sayang. i ngantuk sangat.
nanti i belanja u ice-cream ok? LOL.
people keep asking me.
"nak kerja kat mana? nak cari kerja apa? apa plan lepas spm?"
here the answer.
so yeah. benda ni je yang popup keluar. LOL.
i really dont know what say here.
cause everything is normal. so far (:
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chapter #30 : upside down
Nov 15, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
i should not trust you at the first place!
you ruin everything!
i hate you more, more and MOREEEEEEEEE!!!
jus now i gt fight with ariff.
omfg. please la. im tired of this bullshit.
i know its my fault. ENOUGH LA.
past is the past! i wont do that again!!
then, i switch off my phone. nah! i feel good!
we fight fr stupid things. lame la.
all he do is nag, nag and nag! and never stop!
too bad i got nagging boyfriend. zzz.
spoil my mood only. sia la.
the whole day, im playing audi.
damn. i shud go study now.
i gt science paper 1 & 2 on this monday.
no paper on tuesday.
and got paper on wednesday which is agama. sigh.
i scare i fail agama. last time i pass. scare fail again.
well, im nt paying attention when it turns to agama.
gosh, i really nid to workout.
its been long time i didnt go to fitness.
tmr, ariff going to fitness. sigh.
wish i can go. miss the jacuzzi. LOL.
uh oh. now im fucking broke!
its all because i forgot to bring exam slip!! ggrrr!
and kena charge 5bucks. suay betul!
then, kena charge lagi duit cab. duh!
now i no money -.-
sad case. haiz.
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chapter #29 : life is getting better
Nov 14, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
lolol. guess what.
i fell asleep on comp desk. wth. LOL.
that is the first time i spent my time with dar like crazy. LOL.
we start play audi around 2PM and end up like 4.30AM.
itu pun sebab i tertidur. LOL.
shud be offline around 2am something.
but then, i cant sleep and he pei me. thank you, dar (:
that moment, i was waiting text from ariff.
tapi x dapat pun. maybe he dah tidur.
so yeah. i wake up, 7am itu pun i terjaga. LOL.
then, i exit, walk to my bed. and ZZzzZZ!
i wake up like 1 something. damn sleepy!
agree with fahmi. main game mmg addict.
ariff ask me to follow him mandi sungai tmr. wth?
by, u tau x i ni SPM? lol.
plus, mandi sungai waktu pagi pulak tu. crazy. zzz
im so gonna get flu attack later. hahaha.
i wish i can join him. but i cant. haiz.
oh, leya's father lagi gila. zz
since today no paper,
her dad nak holiday dekat pulau tioman. WTF?
with the family. lol. means, leya pun ikut la.
dis one oso crazy. lol
today i gt fight with ariff.
fight of the day : bout choosing celcom or maxis.
lame. i know -.-
but, i love him (:
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chapter #28 : you cant turn back.
TO THIS PERSON ;;
no need to sacrifice for NOTHING (:
you just waste your time, girl. seriously.
for your information,
im not jealous about you and him were together.
AND THATS SO NOT GONNA BE HAPPEN!
i dont care and i dont wanna know bout it.
what for i wanna be SOOOO jealous
for the person who TALKIN BEHIND MY BACK?
i dont wanna waste time to think and emo for it.
why i behaving like this?
think bout it. you know the answer (:
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chapter #27 : im in love with you
Nov 13, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
u block me then suddenly u show up?
WHAT THE FUCK?
and asking me whr is your girlfriend?
WHAT THE HELL? zzz
mathematics, totally 100% sucks. zz
i cannot answer all the question. damnit!
please, god. i dont wanna fail for dis subject ><
today i reach home early since my paper finish at 12.30pm
tmr, no paper.i didnt take the subject : tasawwur.
err. i dont know how to spell. LOL. whatever.
i met ariff at pekeliling and he came to my house
lepak-ing. laugh-ing. dance-ing, etc. lol
its really fun when ur boyfriend do the stupid stuff. LOL
oh btw, ariff lost his phone. dun ask.
for now, he using my sisters' phone.
he gonna get one soon.
for friends, ask me if u wan his number. thank you (:
for stranger, please let me kill you first. then you can have his number. hahas!
oh u know. ariff kan drop kat my house.
then when he nak balik, no more public transport tau. LOL!
sad case. lol. lastly, my dad sent him to ktm.
oh wait. no la. last minute i dapat tau, my dad anta dia smpai rumah!
what the hell? lol. u lucky, sayang. haha.
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chapter #26 : no title
Nov 12, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
im not feeling very well today.
English, quite easy.
History damn hard fr paper 2.
must answer in essay.
shyt. i hate history! think im gonna fail. haiz.
leya was right.
now i know the truth.
thank you, sayang for the info. lols
well, people can change. fullstop (:
oh, since fahmi dah advance ada blog kan?
ariff pun nak turut serta. LOL!
rajin2 la tulis blog ye sayang (:
hmm. i really dont know what to say right now.
so tmr, mathematics paper 1 & 2.
jyjys me! (:
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chapter #25 : first day
Nov 11, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
sejarah paper 1 damn hard. sigh.
start at 11.10am and i finish dat paper
let see.. at 11.30am? LOL!
i tot nak keluar dowh frm dewan. tapi x boleh. pengetua x bagi. sial!
haha. sial lagi. LOL?
bm paper was okay la. quite easy.
hmm.. okay okay la. LOL. x da la senang sangat.
nak kata susah pun x jugak.
so yeah. boleh la. LOL!
uh, guess what. ariff sleep over at my house.
OH! MY! GOD! hahahaha!
yeah. he sit at beside me right now.
and watching what am i doing. LOL.
gila surprise wey. x penah2 mamat ni tidur umah aku. zz. lols
since he ada kat sini, of cuz la i x boleh nak study. LOL
but im happy la. he dapat sleep over kat sini kan. heee. hahas
and of cuz he tido kat luar! HAHAHA!
so for tmr, english paper 1 & 2 and sejarah paper 2.
geez, i think im gonna drop sejarah dowh.
OMG. i just hate history! -.-
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chapter #24 : finally
SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA (SPM)
Bahasa Melayu Paper 1
Bahasa Melayu Paper 2
Sejarah Paper 1
start ;; 8.00am
finish ;; 4.30pm
to all spm candidates, wish you all good luck (:
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chapter #23 : @#@%@#^%$!!!!!
Nov 10, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
aku menyampah dengan kau la sial!
stop pretending depan aku la sial!
kau mmg sial!
stop acting like you care bout me sial!
such a backstabber, sial!!
shooo! go away from my life, sial!
aku x perlukan orang macam kau sial!
kau mmg xberguna la siallllll!
sial ah. aku mmg bengang ngn kau sial!
kau mmg sial.
pompuan sial penah aku jumpa.
aku x expect kau se-sial mcam ni sial!
kenapa la kau sial sgt?!
apa yg aku nak, kau pun nak, sial!
apa yang aku ada, kau pun nak ada jugak!
mmg sial ah!
cube jgn ikut aku la sial!
go get a life, sial!
stop talkin behind my back la, sial!
ure just making me famous, sial!
nnt kau jealous, macam mana sial?!!
lagi menyusahkan hidup aku la, kimak!
aku benci kau, sial!
ps: sorry. i cannot control it. she damn fuckin sial! sial.
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chapter #22 : great news
Nov 9, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
me in my rm and my sis call me frm the living room.
ingat tau, kita gi 7dec, hari ahad.
and balik 8dec, hari isnin.
hari isnin tu, kita raya rumah kawan aku tu tau
kawan? yang mana?
yang hari tu la.
oh. yeah ryte. "kawan" =.=
if ko nak bawak kawan kau sekali pun x pe
kawan aku? siapa?
oh. later la tanya dia.
hahaha! he oso join us to teluk batik!
seriously, cant wait.
if jadi. like betul2 jadi. insyaAllah.
this is our 1st vacation - together. hahas.
got beach over there. can walk at the beach. aww. haha.
watch the sunset. haiz. haha
im such a daydreamer. lol.
ya ya. SPM 1st.
i know, i know. zz
iloveyou, muhammad ariff kamaruzaman!
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chapter #21 : a normal day
Nov 8, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
SPM : 3 days left
yeah. i still got time to blogging.
urgh. stop pushing me to study. i know i know.
but sometimes u dont need to study like 24/7
my parent went out. and they left me alone. zzz.
hmm. i buat pizza today. and x jadi. sebab dia keras. haha
hello? last i buat pizza. hmm.. tahun lepas kot?
bukan x boleh makan langsung. haha. boleh la. haha.
very sarcastic, my family.
suddenly, they use flatware and cutlery.
normally, hentam je. ciss. ketara okay? haha
my parent, going to indonesia soon.
me and sis planning to go teluk batik. muahahaha.
dun ask. zz. lol. its her idea. not mine.
i plan dengan ariff nak g pangkor.
i love pangkor. its nice.
omg. cant wait dowh! hahaha.
just the two of us, sayang <333
so, lets talk about SPM
i start on tuesday, 11 November and finish on, 1 December 2008.
1 month, huh? nope. only 3 weeks.
i have to face 8 papers.
6 subjek asas dan 2 subjek tambahan.
afta spm, im free ~
got the freedom! lol.
wish me luck, guys (:
oh btw, thanks you, azrina. hahaha.
for the full name. iloveyou <33
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chapter #20 : a walk to remember
Nov 7, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
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chapter #19 : you've been tagged
Tagged by Farhan.
A. Attached or Single?
* u guess (:
B. Best Friend?
* my girlfriends <333
C. Cake or pie?
* cake. but no chocolate cake pls (:
D. Day of choice?
E. Essential item?
* computer, baby!
F. Favorite colour?
* pink, of course.
G. Gummy bears or worms?
* gummy bears la idiot. lol
* KL? lols
I. Favorite indulgence?
J. January or July?
* may pls? haha
* i hate kids. zz. but nak kids jugak la. lols
L. Life isn’t complete without?
* MONEY $_$
M. Marriage date?
* 10 march 2012. sila datang ye (:
N. Number of brothers and sisters?
* 1 bro and 2 sis
O. Oranges or Apples?
* i dont eat oranges or apples. ty.
* bicycle. LOL!
* Far in distance, but near at heart, you'll always be the angel of my heart.
R. Reasons to smile?
S. Season of choice?
T. Tag people
* zrina, soleha, dee and YOU!
U. Unknown fact about me?
* err. ada la. haha
W. Worst habit?
* haha. sama mcm farhan. duduk dpn com. x tido pun xpe. lol
Y. Your favorite type of food?
* fast food kot?
Z. Zodiac sign?
Labels: tag tag
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chapter #18 : you are my sunshine (:
Nov 6, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
hahas. im so happy today! lol.
no mood for emo-ing. LOL!
but only for today. LOL
IM HAPPY! HAPPY HAPPY! hahahagot bunga-bunga around me. omg. hahaha.
i just cant stop smiling! hahahaha
i love this feeling.
thank you for cheer me up (:
u make my day (:
ily for that <333 haha
at 1st, we like... err.. shy.
but then. hahaha. i dunno. hahaha.
i keep smiling until right now ((:
oh. my headphone. still missing. haiz.
stupid sia. i dunno whr i throw it.
ariff came to my house.
and i ask him to find it. sigh.
still x dapat jugak. haiz i have to buy the new one.
duit lagi. money money money. i no money la. im broke. zz
i didnt go to sch (:
cause its thursday.
got history. haha.
uh. ppl askin me "who hurts u? why so emo?" hahas.
sry. i wont answer that question.
its not that i dun wanna share.
its private and confidential. hahaha.
and more to personal stuff (:
so yeah. sry guys.
but thank you for asking.
iloveyouuu, guys <3333
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chapter #17: My mind tells me to give up
Nov 5, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
Time passes as I watch you walk away,
The tears start to express what i cannot say,
You have turned your back to me forever,
I cannot bear to live again, never.
Emptiness and darkness
envelope me from everywhere,
Loneliness and regret consume me,
I'm unable to share,
I'm alive and I'm still breathing,
And yet, my heart seems to have
I start to wish if we had never met,
The affection and care
u showed me all gone,
What choice do i have,
but to sit back and mourn?
I'm sick and tired of being alone,
My dreams are all battered and torn,
My trust, my faith seems
so meaningless now,
I'm unable to take this pain anymore.
Yet my heart tells me to forgive,
To let go of the past, to let the love live,
But a broken heart cannot think any good,
It's probably reacting just the way it should.
How you can change
all those lies to nothing, just fun.
It hurts to know how
I've been played with and toyed.
I carry my broken heart with me,
It's mending, I'll never get to see,
Looking back at you,
I will try to refrain,
I'm not falling for it ever again.
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chapter #16 : I don't know anything at all
Nov 4, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
IM PERIOD -.-
i really cannot control myself. so i can "boom!" just like that.
and easily to get hurt.
so, please. watch ur words.
seriously, im in emo condition. tahap critical.
this post shud be 04 Nov.
too bad i cannot online yesterday.
internet sucks. no connection.
so yeah. since i cannot online...
i gt nth to do... i found this file in my documents.
hmm.. its my chat logs.
i also dunno i gt save all the history?
i decide to read it.
even i know it gonna hurts my feeling.
my tears rolled down.
gosh. i still cannot forget bout the past.
everyday i try, its gettin hard.
like, its stuck in my head!
why shud i think bout him?
if he already forget bout me. sigh.
I'm trying really hard not to cry over you
because every tear is just one
more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.
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chapter #15 : MISSING!
NOKIA 6500 headphones
since : 24 OCTOBER 2008
i still cannot find it. even it lost in my room T.T
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chapter #14 : it's over.
Nov 3, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
today, when i wake up
suddenly, i remember dis word, "ilyvm"
gosh. this is hard for me. really hard.
i try to be strong and try to face it.
but i cant. im so weak. i cannot forget all the memories. it just, hard.
yesterday, i told leya bout this.
thanks babe for being there for me.
she understand me. she know how i feel.
thank you for your advice, your support. i really appreciate it.
and thanks to wida too. for being a good listener.
i love you guys to death <333
"It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye."
the quote. it so true.
when i think bout it again,
only god knows how i feel.
it hurts me alot. im stress.
maybe i should try to face it slowly.
like what leya told me to do,
"try it slowly. you x boleh erase everything, poof! just like that"
i still cant believe.
everything juz nice. perfect.
and suddenly, .....
i admit that im happy when im with you
all the sweet time. i wont forget.
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chapter #13 : how i feel about you
Nov 1, 2008 | comment | 0 comment(s)
Loving you was easy,
losing you was hard.
Loving you is still easy,
but knowing you are no longer mine,
is the hardest of it all.
please, don't leave.
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