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chapter #80 : BM Kertas 1
May 29, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

1. Apa perasaan sekarang?
* kerisauan melanda

2. Saya nak makan
* ice cream dari baskin robbins (:

3. Saya tak suka
* perempuan sundal (:

4. Impian saya
* dapat memasuki Uni.

5. Haiwan yang saya tidak suka
* lipas dan kucing.

6. Saya Harapkan
* dia mencintai saya dengan jujur.

7. Jika boleh di putarkan masa..
* nak simpan duit banyak2

8. Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang...
* akan tetap cantik seperti sekarang. HAHAHA!

9. Handfon saya adalah sebuah...
* telefon yang selalu tersekat-sekat -_-

11. Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak....
* 12 kali.

12. Saya suka pada...
* Muhammad Ariff Kamaruzaman.

13. Kawan-kawan saya...
* hebat!

14. Pernah dikhianati?
* selalu sangat cik kiah oii..

15. Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap orang yang mengkhianati anda?
* sula mereka. WAHAHAHAHA!

16. Senaraikan 5 orang untuk di tag
* siapa
* yang
* rajin
* buatlah
* tag ini


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chapter #79 : Vacation
May 26, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

from left : ili, me, fahmi, soleha and faiz
photo by : sayang (:
location : Melaka

Hello, people! (:
sorry for the late post.
been busy.

went to PD and Melaka..
so, let's the picture tell the story (: (im lazy to type. haha)

Port Dickson (:

The couples

Telok Kemang, Port Dickson



Karaoke (:


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chapter #77 : I cant stand it anymore.
May 25, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

"kau ni ikut prasaan sgt la. chill la"


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chapter #76 : You’re my sweetest drug!
May 24, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)


and I LOVE YOU! (:
YOU'RE ROCK! teehee

sorry for the late post. haha. i juz received the pictures dis morning.
thank you, sayang. this is the best birthday ever (:
i remember, dat nite i talked to him. i said, "this is the worst birthday"
then, when we having fun at the theme park, he asked me,
"this is not the worst birthday kan? You're happy right?"

YES! im so happy! im so happy cause i celebrated my birthday with you!

actually, every year he celebrated my bday with me.
it juz, at dis time.. we celebrated at genting. haha.
we reach genting around 5pm something. then we check in, around 6 something.
at night, we jalan-jalan then stay at the cafe to watch football around 3am -_-
manchester united vs wigan. so yeah. MU WON! 2-1 baby!

oh before that, sayang sang birthday song for me. haha.
aww.. u're so sweet, baby (:
sayang bought me marble cheese cake. sooo YUMMY! (:
3 slices is enough for me. its like 3 words "I LOVE YOU". hahas

on the next day, we hang out at the theme park.
so we play all the games.
and laughing like there's no tomorrow.
aww.. i miss that moment.


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chapter #75 : Tell me what to do?
May 23, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

What is your salad dressing of choice?
- thousands island

What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
- mcd

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
- hurm.. kat mana eh?

On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
- err.. 10cent je kot?

What food could you eat every day and not get sick of it?
- chicken

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
- pepperoni

What do you like to put on your toast?
- strawberry jam

What is your favorite type of gum?
- BUBBLEgum? :D

Number of contacts in your cell phone?
- 88

Number of contacts in your email address book?
- x kira pulak

What is your wallpaper on your computer?
- audition

How many televisions are in your house?
- 4

Do you use a laptop or desktop?
- desktop

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
- right-handed

Do you like your smile?
- my sayang suka (:

What's your best feature?
- mata rasanya? :D

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
- nope

Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
- LOL?

When was the last time you had a cavity?
- rasanya x pernah

What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
- barang kat cf tu. lol

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
- nope

If you could, would you wanna know the day you were going to die?
- yeah.

Is love for real?
- entahlah..

If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?
- i love my name.

What color do you think looks best on you?
- black? haha.

Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
- nope

Have you ever saved someone's life?
- x kot?

Has someone ever saved yours?
- yeah (:

Would you walk naked down a public street for 1,000 dollars?

Would you kiss a member of the same sex for 10 dollars?
- 10 dollars je? x nak. sikit sgt.

Would you cut off one of your little fingers for 10,000 dollars?
- hell no.

Would you never blog again for 1,000 dollars?
- sure :D

Would you pose naked in a magazine for 50,000 dollars?

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for 100 dollars?
- oh tidakk..

Would you give up watching television for a year for 10,000 dollars?
- YES :D

What is in your left pocket?
- none

Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
- idk?

Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
- carpet

Do you sit or stand in the shower?
- sometimes sit and sometimes stand. LOL!

Could you live with roommates?
- yeah

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
- a few

Where were you born?
- KL

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
- tak pernah (:

What do you want to be when you grow up?
- ntahlah. x pk lagi pasal tu sbnrnya.

Who is number 1 on your top?
- my sayang.

Friend you talked to?
- tyra

Last person you called?
- sayang

Person you hugged?
- wida

- 7

- pink

- spring

Missing someone?
- yeah

- dissapointed

Listening to?
- none

- screen

Worrying about?
- sayang

First place you went this morning?
- toilet

What can you not wait to do?
- meet sayang

What's the last movie you saw?
- cant recall

Do you smile often?
- not anymore.

Are you a friendly person?
- not anymore.

Now that the survey's done what are you going to do?
- emo-ing


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chapter #74 : It hurts to be missing you
May 21, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

You were on my mind when i woke up this morning
remembering your smile
i guess the next time i'll see your face
will take a little while
i was remembering your arms around me
love the way they always feel warm
with you by my side
i completely feel no harm
i was remembering your voice
makes my heart skip a beat
but without you baby
my whole body's weak
i was remembering our times
the good and the bad
the funny times when you cheered me up
and especially the sad
remembering your eyes
how they always meet mine
remembering all the little things you do
to make my life worthwhile
i was wondering when we'll be together
just us two
i guess i'm missing you more than i usually do


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chapter #73 : My current life in 90 questions
May 20, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

1. What was the highlight of your week?
- "how can you expect everything to be okay?"

2. Whose car were you in last?
- my sister

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
- when im gonna meet my love tommorow? day after tomorrow? or nex week or nex nex week?

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
- white (:

5. How long is your hair?
- medium

6. Are you good looking?
- yes. HAHAHA.

7. Last movie you watched?
- hurm.. cant recall. WAIT! fast & furious kot?

8. Who were you with?
- my sister

9. Last thing you ate?
- nasi and ikan sambal. yummy! my fav (:

10. Last thing you drank?
- air suam

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
- last night.

12. Who came over last?
- entah.

13. Are you happy right now?
- pretend to be happy (:

14. What did you say last?
- "iloveyou too, baby"

15. Where is your phone?
- next to me

16. What color are your eyes?
- black

17. Are you left-handed?
- nope

18. Spell your name without vowels:
- f r h

19. Do you have any pets?
- big fish, small fish, and hamster.

20. Favorite Vacation?
- hawaii

21. What do you dislike currently?
- ell-oh-vee-ee

22. What are you listening to?
- nothing. my speaker problem.

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
- my sayang, please?

24. What is your favorite movie?
- romeo and juliet (:

25. Who makes you happiest?
- my romeo

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- crying

27. When is your birthday?
- 13 May

28. Who has the same phone as you?
- atip? LOL

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
- last year

30. Do you read your horoscope?
- sometimes when i read a magazine

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
- Mamak stall?

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?

33. Do you bite your nails?
- sometimes (:

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
- nope (:

35. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
- nope nope (:

36. Myspace or facebook?
- myspace

37. How fast have you driven a car?\
- i dunno how to drive.

38. Have you ever smoked?
- never!

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?

40. Do you have Verizon?
- nope

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
- caring person

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
- ada kot? haha

43. Favorite Song?
- sad love song (:

44. Do you like to sing at all?
- sometimes

45. Dream Job?
- FA

46. Where does most of your family live?
- KL

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
- 1 big brother and 2 big sisters

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- err.. x kot?

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
- babyboy (:

50. Do you drink?
- yupp. air suam (:

51. Know any other languages?
- english

52. Ever write a coded message?
- dulu- dulu la. when i was 9?

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
- yupp

54. Do you have any children?
- soon (:

55. Did you take a nap today?
- yeah

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
- only God knows. haha

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
- yupp yupp (:

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
- why not? :D

59. Any Pet Peeves?
- nope

60. Are you multitasking right now?
- nope

61. Do you like Britney Spears?
- i love her :D

62. What is your favourite food?
- cheese cake :D

63. Last place you drove your car?
- i dunno how to drive -_-

64. Ever been out of the country?
- yeah

65. Where were you born?
- Malaysia

66. Could you handle being in the military?
- HELL NO. haha

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
- im using prepaid.

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
- my sayang (:

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
- last week.

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
- banyak :D

71. Are your toes always painted?
- nope.

72. How many piercings do you have?
- 2. dekat telinga. haha

73. What are you doing today?
- emo-ing

74. Have you ever been gambling?
- nope. im a good girl.

75. When is the last time you updated your page?
- cant recall

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
- i love it! :D

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
- nope

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
- cinderella

79. Last thing you cooked?
- sotong goreng tepung. haha

80. How's the weather?
- raining

81. Do you e-mail?
- yeeah

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
- throw it?

83. Last time you were sick?
- now?

84. What states have you lived in?
- MY

85. Do you wish you could move?
- yeah :(

86. Do you take all the quizzes?
- NO?

87. What is your dream car?
- none at the moment

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
- yeah.

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
- a place that no one cant find me.

90. Are you happy with your life?
- nope.


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chapter #72 : Anyone else want to break my heart?
May 19, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than to be home,
Listening to the crickets’ sounds,
Outside the windows.
Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than in the bed,
Closing my eyes,
Falling into a deep sleep,
To forget about the days,
Forget about the nights,
Forget about you.

Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget your lies,
I want to forget,
I want to leave this world,
Close my eyes,
Fall to sleep to stop the heart,
From beating.

I block my ears,
From hearing the sounds,
Like your voice,
Like when you sing to me,
Those lovely songs,
They sounded to tender,
Now they kill me,
They hurt me,
I don’t want to hear anything,
Don’t want to hear the waves,
Hitting against the sand,
Don’t want to hear the birds,
Chirping outside the windows.
Don’t want to see my face,
Don’t want to see you,
Don’t want anything,
That has to do with you,
I want to close,
I want to block away,
The world to stop the pain,
In my heart.
I want my heart to stop beating,
To stop bleeding,
From your words,
Your lies.

Just another sad love song back in my brain like crazy. I guess I'm all torn up. Fast or slow, it just doesn't let go or shape me and it's all because of you.


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chapter #71 : Jiayous, Tyra Banks!
May 18, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)


Jiayous! Jiayous! (:

for the moment,
forget bout sadiq, and FOCUS ON YOUR EXAM! LOL (:

iloveyou, bitch (:


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chapter #70 : MIA?
May 17, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

"wehh bitchh. are you there ? haha. whr hve u been ?? renduuu heee"

"hye sis..lme dh x jmpe!!"
"weh hellow farah!! how r u? lame tk dgr cer!"
"dei mane u pegi ~"
"oiitt.. kau, aku msg bkn nk reply.."

i've been MIA like so long? haha.
now im back, baby! weeee (:
its like 3 or 4 months i didnt on9.
i kena grounded by my mom cause playing game like 24/7? -_-
oh oh. myspace got IM?
im like.. err since when? so we can chat thru myspace? i mean not cmmt but PM-ING? LOL!
dah advance dowh benda2 ni. HAHAHA!

another thing is MSN!
msn chnged alot! chnge to better one? :D
i feel so dumb dumb. like.. out dated gila babi? HAHAHAHA.
then now i have to explore EVERYTHING, baby! haha.

i miss everything!
my friends here, myspace, blog, msn, games, EVERYTHING!
now im back. i hope i wont MIA again (:
talkin bout MIA, i remembered what ariff told me.
"pa tak nak nanti diorang ingat pa ni, MIA. so pa kena gi kerja."
im like.. heh? nak spend masa ngn i pun susah. gedik!
or its me yang gedik? eh, suka hati akulah! HAHAHA

oh btw, im looking for new job (:
my current job now.. making me stress and depressed (:
so anyone? tau ada keje kosong di mana2?
i wanna do part time. not permanent or full time. thank you (:
if got, PLEASE do inform me A.S.A.P (:


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chapter #69 : Q & A
May 15, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

My Top 10 Most Favourite Food (in no particular order)
* McD
* Big apple
* Chicken
* Ice cream
* Tony Romas
* Nasi goreng
* Young tau fou
* Chocolate
* Cake

10 Things I Love Doing (in no particular order)
* Shopping
* Manicure
* Take pictures
* Makeup
* Online
* On the phone
* Sleep
* Eat
* Chill out
* Listen to music

5 Things I Love Doing When I’m Emo / Stressed (in no particular order)
* Crying
* Listen to sad song
* Eat
* Suicide
* Take pills

5 Things I Love Doing When I’m Happy (in no particular order)
* LAUGH. lol
* Singing
* Do good things
* Have fun with frens
* Cant stop smiling (:

5 Things I Wish It Could Happen (in no particular order)
* Get place in U
* Nikah dengan ariff. LOL.
* Get more $$$
* No more drama
* Go to Paris

My Top 20 Recently Most Addicted Songs (in no particular order)
* Currently addicted to love songs (:

10 Ridiculous Things I Wish To Do Before I Die (in no particular order)
* Slap her face -_-
* Space shot for one more time. haha
* Kill her -_-
* I want to get money easily. rompak kot? LOL
* Pink hair
* Together with sayang until my last breathe
* Party with frens
* Throw acid to her face -__-
* REVENGE! hahaha.
* .

10 Persons You Wish To Tag
* You
* you
* and you
* yes you
* gosh. YOU!
* zzz. You, stupid!
* u
* awak.


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chapter #68 : Happy birthday, sayang (:
May 13, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)


officially 18.

To all who wish on my birthday, thank you so much (:
and thanks to hotlink for giving me 1 day free call. HAHAHA.
eherm.. im still waiting for my present. haha.


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chapter #67 : Youre such a whore. Cheap one (:
May 12, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)

hello, whore!
wish you can read this cause there something i wanna tell you (:


I just hate you.
i hate you. i hate you. and i hate you.
youre just a piece of shitt. you know that?
'im gonna break up with him. so dont worry'
the next day, u told me 'i still love him'. FUCK YOU!

go get a life, bitch!
wish i can paste whatever u said.
ure so PLASTIC, baby! PLASTIC! URE NOT EVEN ORI! hahahaha!
oh oh.. u said, im the one who spoil ur relationship?
stop dreaming to get my boyfriend cause ure not gonna get him.
u act like a bitch. and boys dont like a bitch (:


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chapter #66 : wohooo!
May 11, 2009 | comment | 0 comment(s)



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