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chapter #58 : 2008
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1. wow. im 17 and im one of the spm candidate. lol. scary.
   
2. this year is my last year. i will nt go to sch anymore (:
3. i cheat on ariff. again. gosh. im so bad.
4. i gt big fight with kampung girls. so lame -.-
5. i skip sch alot.
6. went holiday with ariff fr the 1st time
7. i joined fitness
8. i start to play audition.
9. ppl cant stop bitching bout me. zz
10. i got a crush on an asshole.
11. i have had my heart broken. sigh
12. i chnged phone which i dun expect mom will give me.
13. mom giv me a new comp on my bday (:
14. my sis gt a boyfriend. finally. haha
15. i bought molpoint which waste my money. hahaha.
    
16. i slp at 7am for the 1st time.
17. me and ariff gt big fight. haiz.
18. i lied to ppl
19. i bitched bout ppl
    
20. my so called best fren backstab me. ouch. damn hurt :'(
21. i went to indonesia.
22. i spent my weekend at kampung. gosh. dat place damn kampung.
23. well, forget bout d past, and i forgive naemah. so we become frens again.
24. ariff sleepover at my house
25. my rm in pink color (:
26. my duit raya decrease.
27. i din go anywhere fr countdown. dats sad.
28. i watched soccer LIVE. lol
29. i watched 3D movie. lol
30. i gt fight with thyra. haiz. lame. hahaha
    

Labels: normal

chapter #57 : Ssup?
thanks to wida cause she woke me up today around 4.30pm. lols. iloveyou, girlfriend. the reason she called me, she wan her pendrive back. so she came to my house. we talk, talk and talk. no photo taken. sry. cause im so FUGLEH. haha. then she ask me, u still with your audi cpl? the answer is yes. alr 2 months and still counting. lol. i wan my dream ring. rawrrr.

so she came here only fr awhile cause she in rushin mode. lol. so the next house is naemah's house. she countdown at naemah's place. hahas. soon we hangout together, k babe? teehee :D. okay today is 31st December 2008. 2009 is coming. so byebye 2008.

soleha text me to join her at the curve. at 1st, the plan is doin good. since my sis can drive me to the curve. but too bad. have to cancel cause ariff gt work to do. so yeah. i just stay at home and online. watching tv. blablabla -.-

im gonna cut my hair soon. heee. my hair so messy and so outdated. lol. so im gonna cut it! RAWRRR! lol.

Labels: calm

chapter #56 : Daily routine
5.30pm : i woke up at 5pm. wtf?! i tot mom gonna scold me. but phew. im lucky? lol. like always, turn on the comp, go bathe, lunch. LOL. lunch? hahaha. then on9.

7.00pm : haiz. im so bored. really bored. gosh. since karus cannot use comp, im lonely. yeah. kinda? cause he cant accompany me. and dillon busy with his flyff. so yeah. im bored. i keep goin in and out audi. haiz. ice is not on9. IM SO BORED WEI!

8.00pm : i really dunno what to do now. BOREDOM IS KILLING ME. im dying here! oh, i call dad and ask him to buy me a topup.

10.00pm : .... i still bored

12.00am : same thing. im bored. sigh.

1.00am : teehee :D ice is on9. im happy (:

2.00am : ok im nt happy. i no mood. no mood to play. dun ask -.-

3.00am : ok i gt mood to play now. hahaha. me and ice exchnge acc. and we tag hearts. and the cpl lvl alr up ler. so jyjys (:

4.00am : dude, i cant stop laughin! hahahaha. aiyo. stomach pain. lol.

5.00am : aww. u makes me smile. its so sweet ok? rly sweet (:

6.00am : i crying T.T . the sad love story makes me cry like mad.

7.00am : nite nite. sleep tight (:

Labels: happy

chapter #55 : Untitled
finally i went out. hahas. as usual, me and ariff went to midvalley. ok. im lame. srsly. i dunno why im so stupid. i go book the movie at 1.10pm. im so stupid. so we miss the movie. cuz we reach midvalley around 2.30pm. haha. I HAVEN WATCH TWILIGHT FR GOD SAKE! sian la. we watch bolt 3D. yeah. dat cartoon movie. haha. its nice. cuz its in 3D (:

afta so long i craving fr cookies, finally i bought famous amos. lol. yummy ~ now in my list, i wan buy new handbag. i survey the handbag alr. no photo taken. sry. lol. then we shop. i bought new shirt at esprit. ariff oso gt his new shirt. then we slack. then he buy me dis one pillow at missT. love shape. aww. u sweet. at 1st he wanted to buy me a teddy bear. im like. omfg. i hate teddy bear. zz. den i told him, why dun we go survey 1st. then i ask him to go missT. then he bought me the pillow.

so yeah. nth much today. since me and him still in fight condition. lols. so dats all peeps.

Labels: loved

chapter #54 : OH MY GOD!
dude, i feel very bad. omfg. i shud nt do dat. im rly sorry. gosh. i feel guilty. and BAD. RLY BAD. ok say sorry wont help anythin. cause, past is d past. and it alr happen. so yeah. haiz. then i tell my frens bout this. so yeah. they make me calm. haha. i cannot relax! cause, idk. i feel bad T.T

idk y i do dat. maybe cause i still gt d angry feeling? haha. lame ah. i know. sry dude. idk hw to say dis. but im rly sry. sigh. its not dat i dowan to admit. just. i feel so bad. and shy? LMAOO. lol. yeah. arghhh. stress stress.

Labels: stress

chapter #53 : Smile (:
im blogging. boo. im back! lol. ughh. actually nothing to blog about. ha ha ha! just today, IM HAPPY. yes i am (: and im not gonna tell you why. haha. secret. shh! lol. uh, but before that.. im stress. aww. then being sensitive. im not emo-ing. just.. i need you. haiz. SO GIVE ME YOUR ATTENTION! rawrrr! lol. so yeah. afta being too sensitive, im ok already. haha. gedik. i know. so what? im a girl. what u expect? =p

shud be today im going out. but then the plan was cancel. cause i frgot to ask money frm dad. plus, they already went out. so yeah. i just stay at home. audi-ing and watch the same movie over and over again. lame? i know, dear (:

i haven watch twilight. sian. and madagascar. more sian. im really out dated now. i dunno which song is d popular one, and dunno which movie is box office? im like. omfg. yeah. my fault. cause i din go out. but hey. i can use internet. but im so lazy ass. hahaha.

so thats all for today.
toddles (:

Labels: happy

chapter #52 : Have you ever?

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever?

Have you ever been in love, been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say and you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

Labels: sad

chapter #51 : It's been so long

nowadays im kinda busy (yeah right) and so lazy ass to update my blog. i keep lookin at others blog, but din update mine. lols. so nothing much about me. i haven find any job right now. i stay at home - online, watch tv, sleep, eat, bathe. lol. so lazy me. but im comfortable with my life now. stayin up until 5am then wake up around 3pm? lol. playin game non stop. walao. i never imagine my life will turn up like this. haha. im still in holidays, baby (:

i got feedback from taylor college. good feedback i guess? haha. but im not sure yet. since my sister keep forcin me to join UiTM. damn. the campus like so far away? plus i dun think i can go in. im plannin to take driving license. and and my dad gonna teach me how to drive every weekend. shud be la kan. but still in my list.

oh, in this week im so not in the mood. hahas. sorry if i got scold u or make u feel hurts with my reaction. its just.. ughh how to say dis. haha. nvm. just forget it. but im really sorry (:
im really tired and right now my back is aching. my hands oso. my neck pain! omg. im gettin old.

Labels: calm

chapter #50 : 25th Dec

Labels: event

chapter #49 : another one

Labels: birthday

chapter #48 : auditionSEA

i look in my audi ss file.
then i saw dis ss. haha. it makes me smile (:
cause that moment was damn funny, ok. haha.
wish i can turn back the past (:

oh, i quit -MaMaMia-
and i join -MeToYou- [click here]

after so long i craving fr dis ring.
finally i get it. zz. lolol. tag hearts until sian.
some more the song makes me sick.
let it snow. i feel wan vomit. lol


so yeah. love party succeed
pass with 1 trial only (:
so, jyjy tagging!

Labels: games

chapter #47 : she was born in december

Labels: birthday

chapter #46 : new stuff

lol. i bought bikini and snowman.
for the bikini they say i look like a pornstar
for the snowman they say i look like a mascot.
lmao. hahaha.
and finally, i gt pet. hahas.
so its a ghost. as u can see. ju on. weee ~~

ok, tmr is soleha's bday.
fahmi plan nak prank soleha.
at zrina's place. and i tell him, i can make it.
but then, around 8 sumthing,
suddenly my parent didnt let me go. so wtf.
seriously, bengang gilaaaa!
then i gt fight with ariff fr small matter.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!

im so sry cause x dapat datang. haiz.
i oso wanna join but haiz. stupid ah.
so today nth happen. just i slp very early.
i oso shock. haha. i slp around 1am. damn slpy.
and i really happy cause i have pet. hahas.
dude, im craving fr it so long! rawrr! haha

today i oso i no mood play audi.
idk y. maybe because dillon nt on9.
kinda bored without him.
see i want u to play audi with me!
dun play flyff! rawrr! LOL.
fam members oso little ppl on9. haiz.

so thats all peeps (:

Labels: games, lonely

chapter #45 : lp succeed

Labels: games

chapter #44 : holiday baby!
im back, people (:

teluk batik was super duper fun. cause i spent the holidays with my boyfriend also. lols. and and i went to pangkor island! hahas.

6 December 2008 :

ariff call me. he say he at ktm and waitin fr me to pick him up. hello, ada kaki kan? jalan kaki jela. LOL. jk. so i pick him up dekat ktm then we gerak ke teluk batik around 11am. dis monday is hari raya haji, so semua orang nak balik kampung la. so we havin bad traffic jam dat time. haiz. and guess what, we reach teluk batik around 5pm. yeah. we stay at Marina Cove Resort which the place very nice. but the service very slow. zz. and too bad the hotel is nt in front of the beach.


so me and ariff mandi swimming pool. lols. we tot nak mandi dekat marina theme park. but kena bayar pulak somemore, its raining! gosh! spoil je -.-
so for dinner, we ate at medan ikan bakar. located next to the beach. hahas. and we nt order ikan bakar. lols. funny thing is, i order ikan masak 3 rasa but the guy reply me "kami xda 3 rasa. ada 2 rasa je" LOLOLOL!
im laughing ok when he say dat! hahaha. xpela bang. 2 rasa pun ok la. LOL. we eat like theres no tmr. LOL. damn hungry ok? hahas. afta dinner, i lepak at ariff's rm. then we go lobby lepak at swimming pool. talkin, laughing etc. then i go back to my rm (:



7 December 2008 :

damn! i flu! so gonna spoil my mood. i keep sneeze the whole day. sigh. i woke up at 8.30am. surprise? haha. believe it. cause the bfast voucher meal only available at 7am-10am. LOL. so, afta breakfast, we went to the beach. guess what, 11am pun dah ramai org imagine if mandi time petang. lagi rmai. zz. so me and ariff jalan-jalan at the beach. then we main air. hahas.


afta dat we went to lumut. jalan-jalan over there. minum air kelapa at mamak. lols. woo. nw mamak gt wi fi huh? i didnt knw. lol. then my sis suddenly ask, "nak g pangkor x?" since we dekat lumut. near with jetty pangkor. lols. so we all agree nak g pangkor. we q up at the counter. then mendung pulak. haiz. so we cancel our plan to go pangkor. since we gt nth to do, sis boyfriend took us to teluk senangin. kat sana pun ada beach jugak. more pretty than teluk batik. cuz the sand very white one.

my sis kinda piss cause x jadi hujan. haha. if nt we all sure at pangkor right now. then we go see turtle! hahaha. but too bad. i dunno what happen cause i fell asleep in the car. my sis tell me dat we lost. cant find the place. lolol. sian. x dapat tgk turtle. then we patah balik. go back to lumut. then we had our lunch at nasi ayam mama restaurant. LOL. then we went to hutan paya bakau i guess. yea. hutan paya bakau. gt so many beruk there. i didnt go in cause my hp stuck! damn it! im so pissed off! i tot nak ambil pic beruk. then gt stuck. sial ah. rawrrr!

we go back to resort around 5pm and i gt dress very fast cause cnnt tahan anymore. i wanna go to the beach! hahaha. sis boyfriend nt join us. so just three of us. i really had fun. cause i nv mandi laut with ariff before. and we sewa pelampung. hahas. damn fun. ariff teach me hw to swim. haha. yeah. i dunno hw to swim. gt prob with dat? LOL. we cnnt spend to long at the beach cause later we going to night safari at taiping. we all gerak to taiping at 7pm. its raining. sigh. and i still flu-ing. lol. i rly tired. maybe cause mandi laut kot? so i slp in the car. ariff oso. when i woke up, we still x smpai lagi dekat taiping. 47km more. and dat time already 9.30pm. night safari close at 10pm. rawrr! so sure x sempat punya kan? haiz.

so we patah balik. cari tempat makan. we cannot find one. cause hujan teramatlah lebat. so we all decide to go back to teluk batik and makan dekat kedai semalam. medan ikan bakar. LOLOL! im nt hungry like ytd. damn full. dunno why. afta had dinner, we go back to resort. i decide to go in the rm cause im sick. flu gettin worse. and ariff accompany me. hahas. cause i stay at his rm! lol.



8 December 2008 :

morning (:
ariff woke me up. he call my rm. rawrrr! ngantuk ok. so i go bathe, get dress, pack stuff etc blablabla. we go down fr bfast. oh. my mom call me. ask what time we all goin back. then i say i dunno. my parent oso go holidays. haha. gedik. lol. afta breakfast, i help ariff pack his stuff. then we snap pictures. hahas. since last day dekat sana kan (:


i never eat nasi dagang before. hahas. ok now i know hw it taste. haha. boleh tahan la. sedap jugak. eat nasi dagang at sis boyfriend hse. aha! finally we go to pangkor! weee ~~
but this time mmg hujan. haha. but x lebat sangat la. so we buy ticket at jetty and go to pangkor by ferry.


when we reach pangkor, we sewa kereta. rm70 fr 3 hours. lol. so we pusing 1 pangkor. hahas. we went to kota belanda, batu bersurat, errr we cannot find rumah api. lols. then we stop at teluk nipah. lepak2 minum petang. lols. then me and ariff survey barang. what to buy when we come to pangkor nex month. lol. so 5pm, we reach pekan pangkor and go back to jetty nak balik. damn tired. i fell asleep in the ferry. we all fell asleep. haha. reach lumut around 6 sumthin. then we on the way to KL. and guess what. traffic jam -.-

so i reach KL around 11pm. and my dad keep callin us why lambat sangat nak sampai cause diorg dh sampai rumah. but key house dekat i. LOL. bukan diorg xda spare key. but kunci padlock dekat i! lolol. so they have to wait fr us like 4 hours. lol. sry =p
ariff sleepover at my hse cause ktm pun dah tutup dah kul 11 lebih. hahas.

Labels: happy, holiday

chapter #43 : me + you = together


chapter #42 : sigh.
im period -.-

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^%^%^)*&^$#&%$#@% !!!!!!
#^%^&#&*&^^%%#@!~@$ !!!!!!

no mood. thank you.

Labels: stress

chapter #41 : you make me smile.

i will go to teluk batik tmr (:
be back on monday (:

i just cant stop smiling today (:
i dont know why (:
im so happy (:
when i think back about this morning (:
it makes me laugh ((:
again and again ((:
thank you fr cheer me up (:
and i heart you for that <333

i met ariff at my house (:
he help me pack my stuff fr tmr (:
thank you, by (:
i slap him 1000x ((:
thats rly fun. cause i can bully him ((:
he cnnt slap me, cuz later he so gonna die ((:
and im so sorry fr leave u alone jz nw (:
but we rly had fun today rite? (:

no mood fr audi-ing today (:
now im dloadin flyff (:
seriously, i dunno hw to play dat game (:
plus, its an adventure game (:
damn! i hate adventure! (:

leya called me. i miss dat girl (:
wida.. and naemah oso (:
hope we keep in touch always (:

every sentence gt smiley. wonder why?
cause YOU make me smile (:
you know who you are (:

Labels: happy, holiday, loved

chapter #40 : im here (:


my fam blog, click here (:
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hello world (:
im back again. back to blogging.

Dillon ; me

i wan update my blog
lol
YES
GO
LOL!
U GOOO
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okok
lol

2mins later...

IDK Y IM SO LAZY ASS TO UPDATE!
RAWR
MY TURN BITE U I TELL U
hahahaha
nooooooooooo
DEN UPDATE
RAWRR

he keep forcin me to update! RAWRRR! haha!

so so so,
my holiday just start.
at dis moment, im nt lookin fr job. ty (:
i wanna relax at home.
aahhhh ~~
so relaxing ~~
ok dats lame -.-

i met ariff at kl sentral. LOLS.
met him fr 1 hour only.
so we had lunch at 4.30pm. lol.
ate double cheese burger at macdonalds.
no picture of the day.
ariff damn rushing cause he must reach at his office before 5.30pm
screw his officer! RAWRRRR!

so yeah, i alone again. dunno what to do.
i tot i wanna go midvalley, see new cloth and buy my stuff!
nahh. ariff didnt let me go there alone.
he scared if sumthin bad happen.
chill la. im nt 12 yrs old -.-
so i bought my stuff at guardian, kl sentral -.-
then reach home around 6.30pm
see la. i went out fr 2hours only. crazy.


too bad we lose? LOL!
nvm. nice try -MaMaMia-
keep it up (:
1night, we lose 3 match. MUAHAHA.
bad record -.-

afta we lose 3x straight..
finally we won. LOL.
1x only nia. hahas.


and i change my nickname (:

--Sinnerz-- & --Oblivion--

Labels: games, happy, loved

chapter #39 : blank?

Labels: bored

chapter #38 : l / o / v / e
GUESS WHAT?

I HATE YOU!
URE SO ANNOYING AND IRRITATING!

STOP CONTROLLING MY LIFE!
I NID MY OWN PRIVACY!
CAN U GIVE ME SOME SPACE TO BREATHE?

AND PLS!
IF YOU WANT ME TO CHANGE
DONT PUSH ME!

WAIT, WHY SHUD I CHNGE?
URE THE ONE WHO SHUD CHNGE. NOT ME!
CAUSE IM ALREADY SICK OF UR ATTITUDE!

Labels: stress