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chapter 268 : Every atom of me missed him
4.45pm : Pages dah nak siap. Alhamdulillah. So, today boleh balik awal (:

5.00pm : First page pun dah nak siap. So, boleh gerak balik around 5.15pm (:

A few minutes later ...

"Oh, okay. So, tak apa lah" *hang up the phone without saying goodbye*

Oh, shit! Why suddenly turun ni? Fak! Where is my tissue? Damnit! Ugh. Please please please. Jangan turun lagi. Ughh. Okay, I really have to go to toilet.

"Hey, why are you crying? are you okay?"
"Yeah. I'm okay. Don't worry. Tadi, I don't know. I main dengan pen and kena mata. So yeah. See ya tomorrow. Bye"

Shit! Ketara sangat ke? Boleh pulak kan time ni dia nak jatuh? Seriously, I dah tahan okay? I really have no idea why dia still jatuh. Sigh :(
Niat nak balik awal terus mati kat situ.

"Hari ni Farah balik naik apa? If nak balik dulu, balik lah"

Yeah. Yeah. Tak apalah kak. Hari ni plan nak balik awal. Nak manja-manja. Tapi tak jadi. So, nak buat pages sampai esok pagi pun tak apa. Saya tak balik pun tak apa. Hati ni tengah sakit. Tak ada mood nak balik awal-awal.

"Hari ni, Farah balik sendiri. Tak apalah. Farah stay dulu. Tak kisah pun"

Masih terngiang-ngiang di telinga apa yang dia cakap tadi. And stop! Tak nak ingat! Fak la :'(
Sambil jalan pulang, still teringat lagi apa yang dia cakap. And dia hampir nak jatuh lagi. Shit! Ni public kot. Tissue pulak dah nak habis. Jangan buat hal la. I lap, still turun. Makin laju. Ugh. Ni yang benci bila TER-flash back ni. And tak faham. Why suddenly sensitive sangat ni?

TER-flash back balik. Ugh. Rindu. Sangat. Fak! Seriously, jangan main dengan perasaan, okay? Jangan layan perasaan tu sangat, okay? Cheer up, Farah. Don't be lame. But I miss him? Okay, here comes the ego. Do whatever you want, okay? Okay, I gagal. Jatuh. Sekali lagi. I'm such a loser.
chapter 267 : No word.
My heart longs to tell you how I feel towards you. I wish I could tell you just how much you have touched me. Just how much you have taught me. Just how much you’ve made me happy. Just how when you hold me, my body tingles. Just how when you smile at me, it touches my heart in such a way that no one else can ever come close to. Just how the way you love me makes me want to be a better person. Just the way I want nothing more than to be able to hold you everyday of my life, and how that alone would be enough. But, I can’t tell you all these; the way I truly feel them, because there aren’t enough words in this world that can truly explain just how I love you.